Second Thoughts
The mahogany door to Bart’s office felt heavier than usual, a tangible representation of the guilt and regret weighing him down. He hadn’t been sleeping, fueled instead by a cocktail of black coffee and recriminations. The city lights blurred through the panoramic window, mirroring the chaos in his mind. He'd built Sterling Industries on logic and precision, on cold, calculated decisions. And now, here he was, a mess of conflicted emotions over a man who wore dresses and a secret like armor.
Eleanor, as always, appeared unfazed by his internal tempest. She settled into the chair opposite his desk with her usual quiet grace, her sharp eyes missing nothing. She hadn't said a word about the "Vivienne situation" since presenting him with the irrefutable evidence, a silence that spoke volumes. He knew she was waiting for him to process, to react in a way that wouldn't jeopardize the company, or, perhaps, his own sanity.
"You look terrible," she stated flatly, cutting through his self-pity like a diamond through glass. "Didn't think you were capable of looking anything other than... 'Sterling'."
He offered a weak attempt at a smile. "Flattery will get you everywhere, Eleanor."
She ignored the jibe. "Have you even touched the files I left on your desk? The Q3 projections are due this week."
"They're…on my to-do list," he mumbled, knowing full well they were buried beneath layers of research on online modeling, gender fluidity, and a whole lot of articles trying to explain the appeal of avant-garde fashion.
Eleanor sighed, a sound that held a mixture of exasperation and something that might have been…concern? He couldn't quite tell. "Bartholomew, I'm not going to pretend I understand what's going on with you and this…Vivienne. But I do know you. And I know you're not usually one to wallow in self-inflicted drama."
He leaned back in his chair, the leather creaking under his weight. "It's not drama, Eleanor. It's…" He trailed off, searching for the right words. How could he explain the intense wave of disappointment, the feeling of being utterly fooled, without sounding completely irrational? "It's a betrayal, I suppose. I thought I saw…potential. Authenticity. And it was all a carefully constructed lie."
"Was it, though?" Eleanor countered, tilting her head slightly.
He frowned. "Of course it was. He created an entire persona, a false identity. He deceived me into thinking…" He stopped again, the thought too painful to articulate. Into thinking he was developing feelings for someone who didn't even exist.
"Or perhaps he created a space where he could finally express a part of himself that he couldn't otherwise," Eleanor suggested gently. "You saw the designs, Bartholomew. They were innovative, daring. And you recognized that. Whether they came from Vivienne or Liam, the talent is undeniable."
He remained silent, staring out at the city. He had seen the talent. He'd been genuinely impressed by Liam's vision, his passion. He'd even felt a strange sense of connection, a spark of mutual understanding. But was that connection real, or just a carefully crafted performance?
"Think about it," Eleanor continued, her voice softening. "What circumstances would drive someone to such lengths? To hide their true self behind layers of wigs and couture? There's probably a story there, Bartholomew. A story far more complex than you're giving it credit for."
She paused, letting her words sink in. "And beyond the deception, look at the opportunity. You were looking for a fresh perspective, a way to inject Sterling Industries with something new and exciting. Liam, with his unique vision, could be exactly what you need. Not as Vivienne, perhaps, but as himself."
He scoffed. "You're suggesting I partner with a…a…cross-dresser who lied to me? That's hardly a recipe for success, Eleanor. The board would have a field day."
"The board," Eleanor said, her voice laced with mild contempt, "is concerned with profit margins and quarterly reports. You’re the one with the vision. You’re the one who can see beyond the surface. And besides," she added with a wry smile, "who's to say the negative publicity wouldn't be a boon? Think of the headlines: 'Ruthless CEO Embraces Gender-Bending Designer!' It's certainly more interesting than another boring corporate acquisition."
He couldn't help but chuckle, a genuine, albeit weary, sound. Eleanor always had a way of cutting through the bullshit. But the thought of facing Liam again, of confronting the raw pain of betrayal and the confusing stirrings of attraction, filled him with dread.
"I don't know, Eleanor," he admitted, running a hand through his already disheveled hair. "It's a risk. A huge one. And frankly, I'm not sure I'm ready to take it."
"Nobody ever is," she replied, standing up and smoothing down her perfectly tailored skirt. "But sometimes, the biggest risks are the ones that pay off the most. Think about it, Bartholomew. Not just as a CEO, but as a human being. What do you truly want?"
She turned to leave, pausing at the door. "And one more thing," she said, her gaze meeting his. "He's not just a 'cross-dresser,' Bartholomew. He's a talented designer, a survivor, and probably a lot braver than you give him credit for. Don't let your own prejudices blind you to that."
With that, she was gone, leaving him alone with his thoughts and the daunting weight of his own biases. He stared at the city lights, no longer seeing a chaotic blur, but individual points of light, each representing a different life, a different story. And somewhere out there, in one of those tiny apartments, was Liam O'Connell, the man behind the mask, the designer with the dreams, the person he had so readily dismissed as a fraud.
Eleanor's words echoed in his mind. What did he truly want? Success? Certainly. Control? Inevitably. But was that all there was? Was there room in his meticulously ordered world for something…unexpected? Something messy? Something…real?
He spent the rest of the night wrestling with those questions, tossing and turning in his expansive, yet strangely empty, apartment. He re-examined Liam's designs, this time not looking for flaws or inconsistencies, but for the spark of brilliance he had initially recognized. He read articles about gender identity, about the pressures of social expectations, about the courage it took to defy them.
Slowly, a grudging respect began to form. He still felt hurt, yes, and perhaps a little foolish. But he also began to understand the desperation that might have driven Liam to create Vivienne. The need to be seen, to be heard, to be valued for his talent, even if it meant hiding his true self.
As dawn broke, painting the sky in shades of pink and gold, Bart made a decision. He wouldn't let his pride, his fear, or his preconceived notions dictate his actions. He owed it to himself, and perhaps even to Liam, to see this through.
He picked up his phone and scrolled through his contacts, finding Eleanor's number. "Cancel my meetings for the day," he instructed, his voice firm but laced with a newfound resolve. "I have someone I need to see."
He knew it wouldn't be easy. He knew he would face criticism, ridicule, and perhaps even outright rejection. But he was Bartholomew Sterling, CEO of Sterling Industries. He had faced tougher challenges before. And this time, he was facing them with a slightly more open mind, and a flicker of hope that perhaps, just perhaps, he could find something truly extraordinary in the most unexpected of places. The journey to understanding and acceptance had just begun.